Gifts and Curses

2006-08-14T20:30:00.001+08:00

Hey, haven't been blogging for the longest time. Let's just say I've actually done so pretty good progress. Got myself an apartment... Altho it's a little quiet and altho i'm a little lonely but atleast i don't have to get frustrated at the end of the day. I'm trying to get my hands on joey's satria now but that would happen only maybe next month... So for now, poor david has to send me up and

2006-08-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

2006-06-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

I've had enough! ENOUGH is definitely ENOUGH!After having a great time hangging out with Rainer and Vanessawatching Italy vs Australia and talking to some of their friendsI headed back to the hostel, all merry and ready to meet and chat up with my roomieOnly to find thatEveryone was getting drunk in the room i call homeVommiting all over the placeI mean EVERYWHERE! ALL OVER!!!In ashtraysIn MugsIn

2006-06-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety Oh, but I'm afraid that I Well, I may have faked it And I wouldn't be caught dead, dead, dead, dead in this place Haven't been blogging because i just didn't fell like it, maybe i'm too lazy, maybe i'm too tired, maybe i'm too poor... but never because i am

2006-05-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Life, for me just about now has beenFunScaryExcitingBoring at timesHotLots of laughterSurrounded by friendsAnd well, i'm being very VERY well fedI'm getting very fat tooHA!So it's not that bad at all, But i do have to look for means onhow am i supposed to survive through this month and the next month to comeThinking about a lot of business opportunities butNot looking very promising at the

2006-04-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

won't be blogging much unless i can. my life has taken a detour so i'm anticipating the joy ride. hope it isn't that scary. will try a drop a few lines when i can. what i need now is sleep. my head hurts.

2006-04-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

EVOLUTIONSigh... Dare not put the latest picture up. Having lots of pimples and getting fat isn't a joke.

2006-04-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

In ShortMood: FrustratedFeeling: Fat... Seriously! Listening to: Handphone signals telling me my battery is dyingDinner: Wasn't hungry but ate anywaysEnergy: Tired... Drained...Upside: Met a potential supplyee of a Cafe here that seemed interestedDownside: I'm too negative and emotional it seemsBought: NothingGiven: RM15 to bring Ray out for dinner after her tuitionReading: "Does My Bum Look Big

2006-04-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

Can You ImagineHow F&%^#$@G Unlucky can One Actually Get???I got ROBBEDFor the SECOND time!At the SAME place!Lost MoneyLost My Temporary I.C Slip (again)Lost My Driver's Licence (AGAIN!)Lost an Already-Signed Check... Nicely left for the thief to fill in whatever amount sheYes YES yes!It's a SHEIf I Get my hands on her I will Kick her ASS!People around me, People who ARE, WERE, IS supposed to

2006-04-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

TRIGGER HAPPYI love all the panic and Yes!I love all the dramaWas chatting with Pravin and man!I had a really funny chat about being pregnant, raising kids without a fatherAnd even being married to a Countryside French ManMe: I want to have a kid without being married... What do you think?Pravin: Sure, Just tell me when you wanna have them. I'm willing to contribute.Me: You'll have to take a

2006-04-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hitz.fm is driving me crazy with their RM1 mil give-awayIt's driving me nuts because i'm tuned into the radio likeAlmost the whole dayeven while i'm sleepingAnd here's the thingAfter you have won by guessing the 7 songs of the 7 beats playedyou'll stand to win RM1 mil with one condition...You have to fuel up a vehicle with the as much money from that 1 milwith BOXING GLOVES!!!!Why do they torture

2006-03-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

Gosh... it's like, the 29th today and i'm still getting birthday wishes... this is so sweet guys, thanks...I don't feel that happy these daysBeen upset about something that I just can't seem to denyBut i'm contended and happy in that denial circle thatAt most times, I ignore it, but i know i won't be able to do so for longanyways....Rainer came back from KL and bought me my new shoes...So here's

2006-03-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

CANTIK, MENARIK, TERTARIK, KAU MEMANG DA' BOMB!hahadumb song i heard on the radio made me laugh til my tummy achedEspecially when David tries to sing it"Kau cantik, Menanrik, Tertarik, Kau macam Bom-boom-boom!"You guys should really check this blog out...Kind of Sad-lost-confused-ah lian writing a blog...www.ifallen.blogspot.comMany thanks to all the people who called and smsed me from 9pm of the

2006-03-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

My shoes...Are in a very sad state right now.I was telling Eugene, David and Marina howIf I would to tear of the now-dangling-almost-a-goner sole of my left shoeMaybe I could then turn it into a Ninja ShoeBecause no one could hear me when i walk up behind them...Will take some pictures of it before Ahem...Before Rainer gets me my new pair of shoes from petaling street...Hopefully he remembers la.

2006-03-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

We're Just Ordinary PeopleWe Don't Know Which Way To Go...Because We're Ordinary PeopleMaybe We Should Take It Slow...Take It slow.... This Time We'll Take It Slow...Oh John Legend..I love you...Don't All of Us do?Bad bad BAD transaction leading ME into trouble now...Sigh... Guess I have to go through the many many items in the store toTrack back and fix the root of the problem.That's going to be

2006-03-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

Alive And Kicking... Am I?I was sick for a week and still suffering from that terrible cough...For Awhile, I thought I might have caught the Bird Flu diseaseBut nah... It was just really bad fever and tonsil infections...But I did lose a lot of weight...And Now i'm putting it on again... Damn!Been really busy...I'm getting darker by the day Ha!All that "marketing" and Sun is really getting to

2006-03-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

WISHFUL THINKING Person A: Hi... So you must be B's wife Person C: Uh... Uh.. Uh... no... Person B: She was a colleague of mine before... Person A: Oh I'm sorry, I didn't know. I thought you were his Wife... Person C: It's ok... Person A: Because I called and blah blah blah..... Person C: Sigh.... "I Wished..."MY TRIP TO THE DOCTORWhy do doctors always ask"What seems to be the problem?" "What's

2006-02-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

4D incidentRemember I mentioned about buying numbers that I saw on a Fish's Scale?Well guess what, The number actually came out!And I and my mom are 200 richer!Wahoo!But yea, not much but at least, wow, something la...Bestmart wants me to supply them with Grated coconuts!This is so cool...It'll be a good source of income from that... I just need to contact the supplier...Well, David's going to

2006-02-25T23:04:00.001+08:00

Gambling Again???What's wrong with me?I'm starting to feel the itch of buying lottery tickets...And I spent more than 30 bucks for it todayAll because i saw Some numbers on a fish scale in a Toto Shop...Which was funny coz mum forced me to "Pau" more on the numbersAnd asked me to buy some for her tooSheeshI think I suffer from an unusual Eating Disorder man....I eat NON-STOPAnd when I say

2006-02-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

I know I blogged just a few minutes ago...But I forgot one thing...Was wondering why, People like to judge others?People judge everyone... it's a very humane thing to doI was reading a friend's blog regarding her hatred towards people who judge herAnd I too face the same thing day by dayAnd I hate it.here's a list:Rachel's boyfriend "Redz" sees me as "Unfriendly"Mom's friend Sheila says "I'm

2006-02-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

So Sick...NoNot The New Neo SongBut more of the way i feel towards a particular person and I AM SO SICK OF HERYeuch! Yech! Hiek! Bleak! Bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....!!! AaaAAAaaahhhHHhhhhh...Wokay.Ya so my new blog not done yet.I'm just pretty busy these days.And tired too.And i'm having mood swings for the past few daysI removed the stitches the other dayWhat's supposed to be "3" stitches was actually

2006-02-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

STARTING A NEW BLOG... MORE DETAILS BELOW (SCROLL DOWN LA...)Ahhh WellHow "Unlucky" can Unlucky get??I got robbed. I fell really ill.And now I cut my finger.Not just an ordinary wound. It got my Veins...Blood gushing, Me feeling faint when I realize i'm losing a lot of bloodHad 3 stitchesLife's Perfect... But...I got myself a New HandphoneA K700i Sony EricssonSo i'm happy I guess...So people... I

PENCURI!

2006-01-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

PENCURIOpened The Store today and realized My Sling Bag went Missing when I wanted to Reload my Phone... Nokia Handphones, both of which are my 016 and 012 numbers (>.<) Loads and Loads of CA$$$H that rightfully belongs to the shop Bank book and ATM cards My Identity Card and Driving Licence A notebook... My eye liner and lip liner which I once in a while use Receipts I was

2006-01-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!I'M SO FAT!I'm panicking because i'm eating so much My tummy's bulging and...And I just can't stop eating.I kept telling myself that it's high-time for me to lose all that fatFATFatfAtFaTfaTFAT!!!The Volks is gone .. AgainI think this time, for good.The Engine blowed when I forced on without any motor oil leftSo...Funny storyI was recued by my "neighbour".. A guy who lives next to the

2006-01-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know,That I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never goStop breathing ifI don't see you anymoreYesterday was a Friday The 13th for for sure. I really had a

2006-01-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji/Qurban...Was having a funny discussion with David on why Muslims can't eaty pork...Funny because he was trying to pull out anything that works on logic from his head to convince me but failed to do so. He was so umm... Well, he was trying hard to explain but he couldn't and I started laughing after questioning so much, co9ld sweats broke out. I like seeing him like that.

Ironic... As Alanis Says it!

2006-01-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking about a lot of things lately.Maybe because I deprive sleep.And Why is it that when I'm just about broke that I need to smoke 2 bloody packs a day??Mom started selling "Keropok Lekor" today...Just a trial run thingy.Tomorrow's a holiday and I wish I could close the store sinceI didn't get rest last sunday.Will show some pictures next time i blog.Added more shelvings and stuff...

2006-01-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

The Year That Was...10. Moved Back To Kota Kinabalu For Good 9. Dropped the Idea of going to Canada 8. Left everything I held so dear for my former job 7. Attended my convocation the unusual funny way 6. Made some great friends 5. Finally went Snorkeling at Pulau Manukan 4. Married to my former Job 3. Resigned 2. Ran my very own business 1. Had the saddest christmas...And My New Year's Resolution

2005-12-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

WhoaHaven't been home for days now but now just felt like visitingToday's sales was great!Gg and i was giving ourselves Hi-fivesThe vegies looked great now that I've been giving them extra careAnd people are starting to buy them like frequently now...... yeah yeah I knowI'm a freak but who cares anywaysI'm in love with that Kanye West song featuring Adam Levine of Maroon fiveGreat songI'm tired

2005-12-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

ANOTHER PSYCHO-MANIAC TRYING TO BE FRIENDS THROUGH FRIENDSTERJASON WRITES:hi gal... u look hot!! can we b frenz... can ihave ur contact number if u dont mind me askin...plss dont missunderstand me... i juz wanna b urfrenz n keep contact... datz it... hope uunderstand my intentionz... I will look forward 4ur number wen u reply.. i will really appreciateit.. thankz!! take care!!HE THEN WRITES AGAIN

2005-12-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.Stop right there. Well I never should have said that it's the very moment thatI wish that I could take back.Relient K 'Who I Am Hates Who I've Been'No, I'm not feeling that way Just love that song.Been Working alone and I'm tired...It's fun though because, i leanr a lot and it made me realize

2005-12-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

That irritating whistle song by Juelz SantanaFinally became one of the must listen songs on my listMaybe because I can't whistleBut I can dance all weird in the shop without caring what others thought...Everyone except me and Rainer is leaving for Langkawi tomorrowRainer has his friends from KL down to entertainMom's worried I'll screw upThanks Mom... That's really encouraging...Was in a good

2005-12-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

Been sickLike really sickAnd it had happened During Gg's Birthday partyHAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GG... Just wanted to make that shout-out :)I got sick to the point where i couldn't work the next dayI was vomittingI was having a terrible headacheI was Looking like a zombieWent to the doctor and he says I have a throat infectionDavid came by to the house to get me some foodWhen I told him that I

Why so mellow-dramatic wan???

2005-12-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

Pictures Taken Off PostSecretthe title doesn't refer to the pictures tho...Whoa!It's already December man!Just last year I was In Kl with Jazz and playing dotA and working in a fitness centreAnd now here I am today with Judas, Owning my own Vege shop and Enjoying every bit of it...What a total change in a matter of one year!I guess there's no regrets of every coming back to KKAnd I guess there's

Ain't that so true..

2005-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

I’m driving past your housewhile you were sneaking outI got the car door opened upso you can jump in on the runYour mom don’t knowthat you were missingShe’d be pissed if she could seethe parts of you that I’ve been kissingNickelback's 'Animals'Looks like I'm Pregnant...Aha!Gotcha!Thing is I just had a heavy dinner with mom and dadat Ocean Restaurant...Ate so much - too much that it makes me look

Mishapens Happens!

2005-11-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

I...1. Burnt My hand when I lifted he iron with me grabbing the wrong end2. Had to clean-up the Garrage because Judas got the wrong idea bout being free to roam and shit about3. Got locked-out of the house because Mom and dad forgot to hand me the keys4. Had to rush to getting the accounts and stock/inventory datas done within 2 days5. Sacked my little sister because she's @#!$%*&^@## ... A

Congratulations... I'm sorry

2005-11-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

Suprised my parents last sunday when I and RayWent to Gaya StreetAnd got myself a newPUPPYWahoo!Sad thing is that Everyone doesn't approve with the name it now responds toI named him JudasProblem is he sleeps a lotRainer and Gg's back home nowRainer's back for goodGg's here for the holidaysAnd Rachel's a pain in the ass for messing around with my hair now"With pain, comes beauty" She says...It's

2005-11-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

Something's eating me upWhat? WHat?WHAT is it?I don't know... But i'm really worried about something, or someone or somewhateverI think...I don't know but something is really bugging me and i hate this feelingFeeling of having this half dying butterfly in my tummyWorst thing is that I know or might know what it isBut am in self-denial to admit or knowthat THAT is what i'm concerned aboutFuck I

2005-11-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

Wow!We made our biggest total sale today!Non of us could actually believe itWhen dad asked me how much was the closing sale todayHis eyes nearly popped out when I was telling himWhile jumping up and down behind the Dunhill CounterDavid is resigning today..Today being his official last dayThat's what he said laBut he mentioned about returning to the restaurant on the 25th to help out with some

2005-11-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Been sleeping awfully earlyAnd waking up dreadfully early tooAnd I've been constantly hungry and yet stillLack Appetite!Going out nowBeen long, well, it seems longIt has only been one day but yeahBeen so long that i've not been out at nightGoing now

2005-11-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

Rachel's so borrrrrreeeeed after her exams she just had to do this:Also some other stuff she found and downloadedTiredYAwnnnNnnn

2005-11-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Me: If I wanted to get myself pregnant without getting married and raising the child on my own... would that be okay? Coz i don't think i ever want to be married. I just want a kid of my own. Is that okay...? What do you think?Mom:You must think of the welfare of the child! People are going to look at him/her thinking that he/she is born without a father... Especially in our typical Malaysian

2005-11-06T12:46:00.001+08:00

Thank God It's Sunday!Went down to Ancient Mariner Last nightDavid called me last minute to help out with the staffingWhen I got there it wasn't that busy anymoreBut I accientally locked the van with the keysstill in the ignition hole*Smacking own head*I was so freaking tiredI lack sleepBut thank God it's Sunday and we only operate half day.I'm going for a movie later with RachelWe're gonna watch

2005-11-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

Selamat DeepaRayaSales have been good...I was calculating the expected profit just nowFor what we have purchased all these whileAnd the vegetables itself generates alot of income...Too bad we're not really good at keeping the vegetables as yetThere's still a lot to learn and a lot to go to wasteAunty Rosalyn and Grand Aunt Rosie is hereAunt Rosalynd wants to "Tapau" me home to EnglandSo that she

2005-10-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

I love the carI LOVE that carbut aih....The pipe fell off again...Made some sales yesterday altho it wasn't our intention to sell anythingWe had more stuff in today but mom kept giving away ridiculous discountsOne lady came to buy some potatoes andEnded up handing some shoes she tried selling beforeAsking me to sell it off for herI'll earn the extras if I manage to sell themI might just display

2005-10-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free", here's an update for you: Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage. Why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an Entire pig, just for a Little sausage. -- Andy RooneyClassic. Got that from Chip's Blog...There's one right back at you Male Chauvanist Pigs!Now that that's out of my chest....Wow...Had very

2005-10-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Oh God...Tired. Oh So Tired...Had a lot of complaints aboutFriends reading this blog and sms-ing me after asking me"WTF are you actually selling???"Umm...Doesn't the Name of the shop tells you anything?I'm Selling vegetablesYes!Vegetables, Fresh chicken, Fish and other grocery productsYES!For the many friends who have actually laughed at mewhen I told them months ago that i was thinking

2005-10-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

Got into a lot of trouble today..I woke up early today at 4amFollowed mom and dad to two different marketsIt was quite interestingAnd I don't think I mind going around at 3am Just to do some marketingGot home, ate and slept for a bitWent out to do a little bit of asking aroundBut before I got to Harrison'sI got into... well...I got into a little troubleI didn't dare tell mom and dadSo I lied

2005-10-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

Hokay...Been running around alot lately and i'm tired..Guess this is only the beginning of what it's like To run your own businessGot some pictures of the "before-it-all-happens" stuffAnd also some other pictures...I think...Woke up in the morning... On our way to the shop"Tada....!"Dad having a go at the grass with blunt grass cutterMe being a busy bodyMe wishing how nice it would be to turn out

2005-10-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

HEY I FINALLY RESIGNED Officially ended last monday...Had to come back to the restaurant this morning tho because One of the staffs that helped out with the painting of my shopaccidentally brought my jeans to the hostel with all my money in it.Bought more paint this morning.Painted alone this time throughout the whole day.Rainer Came by to have lunch with me...Sort off. He took my lunch and

2005-10-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

The Ancient Mariner...Would you appear to be just like it was told in the booksOr would you sail onto a better weather?Got back early today... Wasn't feeling so well and with the restaurant runningunder a dumb system right now... I just lost all the mood to work tonightI'm usually not like that but Sigh...My boss hired a few new staffs...whom I thought would be great to work, and I THOUGHT would

2005-10-15T02:04:00.000+08:00

Just got back from work...People are still drinking and dancing But I'm somewhat sick, not feeling very goodMy back hurts, My back problem is returning againAnd somewhere right below my hip bone is aching too.Mom says it could be my kidneyjeese!The Same girl that came for rounds of long island tea came by again todayShe had three glasses this timehugged me, Kissed my neck (YUCK!)And I can barely

2005-10-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!I'm blogging twice today... I must really be bored!Got back early tonight because not many people came for Ballroom dancing Plus, my manager wasn't around to fight or be dumb and funny around withsigh...And the whole management shit with the restaurant is running out of handThere isn't going to be many staffs around by the time I am goneA lot of part timers but not many permanent

2005-10-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

Days are going by so damn slow these days...Especially with my Manager on a one-week leave.It gets so boring without him around when i've nothing much to doToday, work was a hell a lot better than it was yesterdayI had a lot to do so that kept me busy and on my toesMet David yesterday and he directed me in my "not-so favorable" carto this God-forsaken place, near his house, by the seainfested

2005-10-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

I'm so freaking tired...Been staying back at work late these days and I think i'm starting to feel the pinchMy eyes feels droooooooooopyAnd sometimes I cannot think straightI somewhat "tendered" my notice of resignation "verbally" to my MDIt's really sad to go but I might have to leaveI've not really decided as yet but I think I might need toThere's a million things that's running through my head

2005-10-01T02:22:00.000+08:00

Met Cammy today. Picked her up from Hyatt Regency Hotel looking thinner than ever!Brought her to the restaurant for some latte.Did a lot of cathcing up but not enough...Had to send her back to the hotel because she had to get ready for her flightas she is working with MAS now and IFelt guilty for seeping on my latte while David was behind the bar now mixing drinks..David and I then headed to the

2005-09-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

PICTURES... AS PROMISEDMANUKAN"Me, Jen, and Joy...in the car at 3am... we were so excited, we didn't sleep""finally on our way to manukan""arival""Joy looking excited and yet exhausted... Felix is in the backgroun btw..""me looking dumb as ever in my snorkeling gear""from left : Jen, me, Joy and felix""Had our lunch here, the err.. restaurant that was under David's management before""On our way

2005-09-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

Oh my God!I ate too much! Too much!Ordered my beloved Domino's just now... GOD! Too Much!I'm sick, mind you, so was stuffing myself.And the haze here, Terrible!Went out for my "graduation dinner"...Had Bah Kut Teh, but kwan lo style.Was far more better than the Gaya street one.I think I'm so used to the KL bah Kut Teh that I just hate the one in KK.Now back home, still craving for desserts...

2005-09-19T10:00:00.000+08:00

I'm Kl.Last Saturday was great. I had steroid chicken with my cousin, rainer and gg.met up with Emay, Jason and Ada for a session of kim Gary.God! Miss all these stuff!went home at about nearly midnight, watched a movie...i don't remember what movie was it jeese!yesterday was disasterous!Went for my convo, i was told to be there at 1:30 for the rehearsal...i came on time BUT, not dressed for the

2005-09-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

Oh why??? WHY can't I freaking sleep???Tomorrow's a public holiday..It's Sabah's Independant Day, or something like that.Restaurant will be closed for half the day.I really need to get wasted.My jaws are aching.My head is pounding.I just really need a freaking stiff one!I'm now chatting with Ernest and Ee May while blogging...It's nice to know that many are excited about me coming down to

2005-09-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

Been suffering from really terrible headaches, my ribs aches, my chest aches,Sleepless nights, restlestness, fatigueness, dehydration,jaw aches from the headaches..Take last night for example,I tossed and i turned and the next thing i knew,I opened my eyes to see that it's already 6 freaking AM!!Where did the hours gone to?How did i managed to waste all that time not sleeping at allwhile i'm

2005-09-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

I strolled up to the stairs of the state court today...The sound of my shoes on the thin wooden floors clunked loudly across the court roomEveryone turned to stare except the one I was walking to"He" eventually turned around and ushered me to the seat beside him"I didn't iron my shirt today...""He" was obviously going for the "I-have-no-money" look.A man was standing in the middle of the room,

2005-09-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to feel bad that i'm not actually spending time with the people that matters most...I'm so stuck with work that sometimes i tend to miss them.It's funny how we're staying under the same roof and yet only have brief contactmaybe once or twice a week... it's funny in a sad way.I thought of bringing my sisters out for a movie or whatever todayBut I had to work, and when I finally sat my

2005-09-03T02:17:00.000+08:00

Still Wide Awake...Want To say a Big BIG BIg WARM WArm Warm HAPPY Birthday Greeting toCyril!! Happy Happy Birthday!And to Jason and Shaun tomorrow.happy Birthday Guys!Wow! Has been a year already???Wow! It's September already???Wtf???Days going by so fast...Too Fast actually!fooh!I might go to bed soon afterall...Can't wait to get my ass to KL.Oh and Gg's back for the hols~!Yeay!She'll be here

2005-09-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

A Dream Come True! Finally...The whole bamboo jazz thing went okayexcept for the fact that the staff kept forgetting who ordered what and whohaven't got what from the set dinner.We had a lot of reservations on the 30th nightI asked my boss whether we could get half the day off on merdeka dayand he agreed and approvedso...Me, Jennifer and joy took the opportunityto forget about resting our tired

2005-08-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

Just when i was about to give up hope,things started picking up again...But this time, altho I'm having fun i am terribly exhausted!Finally managed to persuade mom into setting up a stallso we're going for itFusion style... or should i say "william's style"Have to come up with some stuff first.Woo hoo,We're going to have this really great Japanese BandPlaying Bamboo flutes in the restaurant on

2005-08-24T11:30:00.000+08:00

I made the slowest drive last nightI don't know how slow i was going because the RPM wasn't workingbut i'm guessing i probably made a 10 or 20 km/hI did a lot of thinking throughout that slow rideI Imagined that I was in a public bus, sitting in the back aloneIt brought me back to the time when I was in PenangI used to love the bus rides there at nightIt was quiet and peacefulAnd then I started

2005-08-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Gone Too SoonJennifer's Grandma passed away last night.Pity her...She was trying so hard to hold back the tears and put up a smile.I would've done the same.So everyone else is sitting in for her as the cashier.The Hungry Ghost Festival started today.Jackie and Felicia went off to get some "Hell Money", Fruits and evenPrawn Crackers to burn them as an offering...Thing is, they are not

2005-08-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

Noooo... SERIOUSLY??? Am I THAT bad??This is probably the second time I have someone else calling me"Mean"i'm also known to be "Vicious"This is all too hillarious.And you know what?Maybe I am "Mean" and "Vicious"Whatever. If that's true, then that's good to know.It's easier to be difficult that way.MOVING ON...David, Asmadi and some new guy, Johari, helped me with my car today.We got some fibre

2005-08-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

OI!Jesus!Dad: What on earth are you doing!??Me: umm... Just trying to uh...Dad: Let me see that!Me: but.. dad:....Are you surfing porn??...Me: Excuse me? No I AM NOT!!Dad:.... well, if you are.. maybe you should just, you know...Me: I am freaking not surfing porn man!Dad:... care to explain?Me: Yes! please!!Dad: okay, shoot!Me: These are pop-ups... See here, here and here...POP-UPS MAN!Dad: uh,

2005-08-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

"Fine, I Understand, Okay with me... if that's the plan.. you can take the stereo, the tv and the video, the bed the sheets and pillows before you go... but for now, unlock the doors, what are we doing all this for? Let me make you dinner one last time, then you'll go your way, and i'll go mine..."You left your smell, you left your taste, you left me here with my mistakes.. And i can't relate to

2005-08-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

You Used To Think That You Would Never Be AloneAfter a long time, I actually re-entered the PostSecret and i must admit that everytime i read the new secrets sent in by others, some would freak me out and some would make me sad. There are also some that would make me smile. The freakiest thing is that somehow, somewhere, there are billions of people sharing one of your most awful, awful secrets.

2005-07-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

The weatherman says goodnight,the Empire State Building's turning off it's lights,the refrigerator stops, and suddenly it's quiet.I never noticed the ceilings were so low,I never saw all the cracks on the window,I never saw myself as sentimental, but here I go.Without you,I've been standing 'round like a statue,laying on the floor thinking about you,I talk to myself like the crazies do,otherwise

2005-07-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Celica 1977David, my Manager bought this for RM1,000.00Just the body of it tho.. Isn't it a beau?We did a lot of research on the body design and all that andwe gathered lots of way and alternatives and ideas on modifying it.Damn!If i had the money, I would get the Celica way way before he did.There's one particular design that i really like a lot.he's helping me scout for another celica so I

2005-07-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

Finally Getting Some Time OffUncle Rupert came to the house yesterday afternoon.He brought along his antique clock that he wanted me to help him sell thru ebaywow...well, I started thinking likethere are so many things i don't know about ebayLike the terms and conditions..The fees, if there is any, i think there should be some kind of feeand other stuff.we took pictures of it he wants to sell it

2005-07-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

The Pictures... As promised...SAN FRANCISCO COFFEE HOUSE TANJUNG ARULook at how puffy and tired my eyes looked like!That's how much i lack rest!Glad enough that nessa misses me so much..Me and my sistersBack to work for me...Oh well..

2005-06-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

Poofed!Well, oiit's been really tiring..Working now in the marketing departmentwhich consists of me...me and...ME!Sheesh..David, My manager is teaching me all he can so that's good.Although sometimes,I just can never understand what he is trying to say cozhe thinks too fast and he acts too fastand everything else is just in his head.Now my boss is execting so much from me.me and my stupid mouth

2005-06-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

Ellene is here in KK!Oh Boy Oh Boy!Yesterday I went off to work in the afternoon to get some of my stuff organized.My boss bought one of those classic disco balls to be placed in the restaurantIF or WHENEVER we have such functions that involved dancing and karaoke-ing.At about 3p.m., I drove over to Inanam Town to meet my family there.It was a last minute thing for me to join them to a BBQ party

2005-06-03T07:44:00.000+08:00

Sabah Tourism FunctionOh what a night.Everything went smooth that night.GG, Nessa and Russel came by too,And my manager treated them to 2 jugs of beers.But this dumbo's couldn't finish their drinks so I had to help them with it.When everyone else left, My manager took out 8 jugs of beera bottle of brandya bottle of winea few more mugs of beerand let all the floor staff and kitchen staff

2005-05-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

Trying to put my best foot forward!I got fooled by this.I laughed so hard because I had never expected tis at all.Try it yourself:YourSexAppeal *snicker*

2005-05-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

Dental Appointment & Super Toto 6/49DrillDrillDrill"Both of your bottom wisdom tooth are growing awkwardly...You've got to do something about it.That means surgery.... But it's up to you.Think about it.And You've got sensitive teeth.You've lost all your enamel.You're probably grinding or clenching too much of your teeth...""Yeah, maybe...""Stress at work?""Nah... I just grind my teeth real loud

2005-05-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

If I had All The COFFEE in the world...Been a lazy yet busy week.Now that I have been working day and night...well at least during the weekends.Today was rather interesting.I went to work late this morning, coz was chatting with Dave and couldn't tear myself away.Hadn't been chatting with him coz of work.I finally have some time and he's not around...Sigh...Well, apart from being late for work,I

2005-05-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

The Bug & II got offered to work full time under the Restaurant I'm working for.So I now officially have a Job!I have my own desk, my own printer, my own computer...And the air conditioner in that freaking office is so freaking cold!**Mental note to self, Bring a sweater tomorrow.I basically did nothing today...Well,At least nothing important.I am assigned to write down recipes and to put it in a

2005-05-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to focus but my eyes... Deceive merealize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in their own special way.The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...Always remember that.She can always walk away and up,getting someone else who can love her more.For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,but she is rejecting,a

2005-05-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

Sign LanguageMy family and I went to church yesterday,And we accidentally sat at the reserved seats at the deaf and dumb section. I thought it would be polite if we joined in with the sign speaking people.Asked Gg to join in as there's an instructor up front but she didn't want to.I felt like a fool, actually, embarassed at first coz the lady beside me know's i'm neither deaf nor dumb.But after

2005-05-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

Tired, Sleepy & FatWent to Kundasang. Was a last minute thinggy...Stopped by Tuaran to have the ever so famous TUARAN MEE.I slept throughout the journey since I had no sleep the day before.Reliving our childhood..Gg would not be allowed to join any sort of outward bound camp in the future...Mom had to help me down coz my shoes was caught in the whole rope thing.DUMB ACTIVITIES...#1. #2. ....

2005-05-02T10:46:00.000+08:00

Last night, my boss asked me to take one of the Gold fish from the aquarium back home...I innocently did what he told me to do.INnOCENTLY!I drove home with the fish in a bag with enough air supply to last till I get home...Got back, locked the door,headed upstairs to chat with Dave...Innocently did all that...Morning came,And remembered that the fish was still in the van.."You better go check on

2005-04-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

Nescafe Extra Strong...Been drinking loads of coffee.It's not realy an addiction tho i think it might eventually turn out to be like that soon..Went to work yesterday..Two things happened..1. I got so disgusted when a "Datuk" dine in with his family asked his SON to pass me a note.....The note contains his name and number.....This is sick coz, he asked his SON......And, His wife was there man!...

2005-04-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

Talking About Saturdays...Here's an interesting thought..Please click here before reading on..I got this from my brother's friendster blog and clearly,he's been thinking too much!I wouldn't want to count all my saturdays tho.I want to take it one day at a timeLet there be good, bad, scary, sad and happy occassions come my way on my every coming Saturdays..Counting the days down to the last

2005-04-24T09:36:00.000+08:00

by Postsecret Shhhhhhhh....

2005-04-23T06:44:00.000+08:00

PostsecretsFound this site while browsing thru some other blog sites.I find this very interesting.Gave me the chills too.Apparently, it's new..Collected by a Germantown guy in the U.S...People from everywhere sends him a postcard with their secrets written on it.Check the page out at POSTSECRET------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just

2005-04-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Membakut Cutting long story short... Me sitting in the back of the Pajero. Limited space, so I was everywhere in the back and didn't really care. Finally at the beach after nearly 3 hours worth of journey. Me and Ray surveying the beach. Everyone being vain! See my Rainer somewhere in the background... Scary.. Mom helping me with some sun block. Decided to take my shirt off anyways.

2005-04-21T06:04:00.000+08:00

Goin'... Gone!*Snip**Snip**Snip**Snip*Me: So how does it look?Rainer: Ugly...Me: oh!*Snip**Snip**Snip**Snip*Me: How does it look?Mom: No comment...Me: Do i look crazy?Mom: No...Me: oh...*Snip**Snip**Snip**Snip*Ray: What are you doing?.... You're so psycho!*Snip**Snip**Snip*Ray:.... Hey! It's actually kind of cool! Cute! Can you do that for me too?Me: Sure...Ray: Not too short..Me: okGg: .....

2005-04-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

Madness!For the first time in years my every member of my family is now finally home..This is going to get nasty!Dad booked tables for 30 people at Sutera Habour so we invited everyone....From family members to friends.It was kind of depressing to know I don't know anyone to call or to invite...Me and Gg ready for the lunch buffet thinggy.I ate so much..My first round... Didn't really know what I

2005-04-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

Pope SensationDad was telling me how there's a strong...or should I say a good chance that the priest from Africa is going to be the next Pope.He was also telling me that the Ratzinger guy is nicknamed "God's Rottwiller".... **hokay**Dad brought some dessert stuff from his workshop function in a hotel just now.We're filthy rich on desserts man!Not that it's a big deal but it really is a lot!Dave

2005-04-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

Isn't this the best cure when one is just downright angry?? Sure is!I'm finally done with this new layout.. Fooh! Was hard coz I didn't get it from blogskins.I'm tired.Went to Chip's site and found that Deborah mentioned about Julian's blog webpage.I think maybe, May Lyn is the one writing it, not so sure anyways.Anyone can vote for him through his webpage. Just find the link.Ah well, happy

2005-04-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

Jelly Belly As for today, I would just like to quote the world-class procrastinator ... But I'm not that mad to be cursing like that.Maybe, just maybe if respect was given, things wouldn't have been that bad and I wouldn't be feeling like shit.Sigh...Beach Pictures (dated 12th April 2005)Water, water everywhere and not a drop to drink?Ray rayI Slouch..

2005-04-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

Psycho Friendster "Friend"Friendster messages from "X" to Me...From : "X"Date : Wednesday, April 06, 2005 11:01:00 PMSubject : Your Bad Old FriendMessage :it's been long time old nemesis or friendFrom : MeDate : Wednesday, April 07, 2005 10:01:00 AMSubject : RE: Your Bad Old FriendMessage :I'm sorry but which "x" is this?From : "X"Date : Thursday, April 07, 2005 5:36:00 PMSubject : RE: RE: Your

2005-04-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

The Other SideDad knocked on my door yesterday morning at 2:22 a.m."Aunty Agnes passed away..."I can see how sad he kind of was. I was sad too because we're all kind of close. She was my dad's sister, and I could imagine what it was like at that very moment in my Aun't house. Another funeral within a period of 7 months!My Aunt suffered from a rare cancer. It's a combination of a very non-active

2005-04-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

One Down, Two More To Go...Things, I THINK... Are starting to fall into place.HOPEFULLY!I decided last week that I would take up 3 jobs.1. A Day Job2. An Evening Job3. A super Night JobYes.. CRAZY!So anyways...I got the evening job.A Part time thinggy paying RM30 for 4 to 5 hours, 7p.m. to 10:30/11p.m. It's kind of fun coz I get to order people around muahahaha! No lah, I'm kind of like the